You Can Never Look Me In The Eye, Because You Lie
Your Whole Life Is A Lie
So Do I Just Sigh ? Or Do I Go And Die ?
Friday December 04 2020~~~If this is not today's date, refresh page for updated version.
I caught a falling star, it ripped my hands to pieces
I always smile But in my eyes does the sorrow show ? Does anyone see the loneliness inside me ?
Words end in disaster On the rocks in pieces
Everyone i turn to Turns on me
People who change for no reason at all It's happening all of the time
Your name Like ice into my heart
I live with desertion among millions of people
Surrendered to self-preservation by others who care for themselves A blindness that touches perfection, but hurts just like anything else
You showed me that silence can speak louder than words
You showed me the silence that haunts this troubled world
I always looked to you I put my trust in you
I wonder where you are tonight As the night goes by so very slow I hope that it won't end all alone
You don't know how long i've wanted to touch your lips and hold you tight You don't know how long i've waited and i was going to tell you tonight But the secret is still my own and my love for you is still unknown
How do i get you alone ?
I see you fade away, don't ever fade away I need you here today, please don't fade away
Abandoned, solitary, alone No kisses, no caresses, no conversation Left to struggle with self-salvation by those absorbed in themselves A disinterest that is total, this callous disregard Pierces through my heart, eats away my soul
I feel the weighted silence As one by one the people slip away into the night I sit and listen dreamlessly The promise of salvation makes me stay
Whisper your name in an empty room Then i think of your face and feel my heart pushed in I stand and hear my voice cry out, which leaves me softly crying Slowly dying
A life lived without others Longing to touch and be touched
Catch me if i fall, i'm losing hold I just can't carry on this way Please say the right words, will no one save me ?
No one lifts their hands, no one lifts their eyes I stand lost forever in a happy crowd I went away alone with nothing left Waiting for the death blow
Look at all the lonely people Where do they all come from ? Where do they all belong ?
When i was a child i caught a fleeting glimpse Out of the corner of my eye I tried to look but it was gone I cannot put my finger on it now The child is grown, the dream is gone
I have lived the life of a drifter waiting for the day When i take your han and maybe you would say Come lay with me and love me And i would surely stay
But i feel i'm growing older And the thoughts that i have had Echo in the distance Like the sound of a windmill going round
In days of old when nights were cold I wandered without you Those days i thought my eyes had seen you standing near
Though blindness is confusing It shows that you are not here I guess i'll always be A soldier of fortune
I didn't mean to let them take away my soul Am i too old ?, is it too late ?
Striving, struggling, doing the best with limited means Stunned and sickened at the skitting and spurning The shock, so deep and hurting
I am human and i need to be loved
Just like everybody else does
A beautiful broken angel fell my way To mend her wings, i laboured every day All my time spent nurturing, building her confidence 'Till her eyes began to sparkle, her soul began to dance
As soon as she was able to fly away She turned towards me in all her beauty Bared her teeth, drew her claws Ripped out my heart
Please keep your distance, there's blood on your fingers I campaigned for nothing, i worked hard for this I tried to get to you, you treat me like this
I guess dreams always end They don't rise up, just descend But i don't care anymore I've lost the will to want more
So all god's angels beware and all you judges beware For all the people no longer here an angry voice will cry I've given everything and more, the strain's too much Can't take much more, so beware !, i'm not afraid anymore
Leave me to die You won't remember my voice You won't remember my name